SIN.

I've committed a lot of sins these few weeks.
Felt like I had done a lot of bad things and harboured a lot of bad thoughts.
SIGHHHHHHH.
Now what I can do is beg for forgiveness and get out of the sticky situation real soon.
I don't know.
Bad karma hitting me time and again.

I shouldn't have promised it if I can't do it eventually.
I just feel like a different person totally - like what I used to advocate and believe in, I'm not practising it anymore.
Please let me wake up from this nightmare once and for all.

Even mysoju.com wants to be hard on me.
Changed to tudou.com and completed BOF or BBF! (: (: (: