HEY.
i've dropped by again.. LOL.
maintaining my blog isn't easy, so i think i will just blog as frequent as i can.
but i wonder who really reads my posts.. lol.

congrates 164.2 for entering quarter finals!!
great game played today!
we must all play hard to get into semi-finals then finals!
we can do it!
hmm.. but i was rather pissed off by some people today.
the petty lot.
shall not mention names in case it adds more fuel to the fire.
just feel that they should have more sportsmanship.
com'on, it's just a game.
let's enjoy the process, instead of criticising every single thing your opponent did.
that's rude & mean!
oh well..
okay, GO 164.2!

today is a stark contrast to yesterday.
my Lady's Luck has gone. T.T
scored so damn badly for my EL mock. 11/50.
can you get any 'better' than that?
also, Mrs Wong said that we did not do as well as 4E1 in EL oral. T.T T.T
WTH WTH WTH.
sadly, i missed the going through of the EL compre too.
oh man..
it sucks la.
somemore we, Ms Tsao HMT students, wasted 2 periods of lesson.
we were like rejects, loithering around the school to look for classroom.
this is damn unfair!
we are GRADUATING & HIGHER MOTHER TONGUE students, mind you.
aren't we suppose to have some kind of privilege?
since we're going to miss 7 periods of other lessons?
we had to accomodate other people..
hai.. dont know what else to say la.
our school simply takes mother tongue for granted.. =x
it sucks when you are wasting your time & the others are listening attentively to other lessons in class.
argh.. can't stand it la.
someone save meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

i think i have contracted this 'pre-exams-blue' illness? disease?
whatever you call it.
i am having weird mood swings:
sometimes i feel so motivated to do the things on hand,
sometimes i question myself, "why am i working so hard?".
sometimes i am over the moon for nothing,
sometimes i am stressing myself too much.
sometimes i want to strive hard towards my goal with my friends,
sometimes i just want to be a loner.
i am self-contradicting myself..
kinda mixed feelings la..
as the horoscope or whatever thingy had said, cancer-ians/july babies are unpredictable.
that's me, i guess.
sad to say, people, please bear with me if i have sudden mood change.

"Hand me a world on a silver platter,
And what good would it be?
With no one to share, with no one who truly cares for me."
no matter what promises you had made with your friends,
the laughter you & your friends shared,
the tears you & your friends shed &
everything you & your friends had gone through together,
at the end of the day, you will be completing the journey on your own.

WHAT ARE FRIENDS? =/
maybe they just make up parts & parcels of your life.
i am sorry to be so pessimistic.

okay.
i got to go.
so unlucky!!
i've forgotten to bring my homework file home!
can't do a single work except some revision, maybe?
what a day!
good night!