back from lot 1.
went to change my 2-inch files to 3-inch..
with angela and peiyu.

wad a day today.
was like in a total depression, esp aft sch.
i duno y.
but i think it's becos i was having flu.
well, till now too.
sadded la.
a lot of things happened now and then.
i do not enjoy sch life as much as i did when i was in lower sec.
firstly, it's studies.
stress!
secondly, it's cca.
stress! stress!!
finally, it's studies + cca.
stress stress stress!!!
i cant believe i had survived throu these miserable 3 and half yrs.
many many unhappy things.
it all bombarded at me this yr particularly.

aft hearing wad angela said, i was AGAIN, disappointed.
how immature can those ppl get?
don't they realise that it is betta to concentrate on the remaining ones;
rather than pestering and forcing that one?
argh.
seriously la..
if you wanna go for something,
do it with the maximum effort and achieve the best out of it.
wad's the point of jus putting in lil effort and throwing your face there?
luckily may they all went along with their decisions.
no point forcing them la.
wad's with those ppl, seriously.
saving face, gaining reputation, yearning for more power.
did those ppl seriously wanna serve sj?
for the service of mankind?
fine fine fine.
care for yourself, tat's enough la.
no need to spare a thot for others..
we don need those pity of yours.
wad i can say is:
the decision lies on oneself,
go with wad your heart tells you to do so.
otherwise, you will be sorry for yourself only.
so glad to know tat there's still a saytiong and mr ethan wong.

no matter how exquisite a crystal is,
once you broke it, it'll always remain as broken.
even if it is put back together,
it'll still have flaws.
this will make us see only the flaws, forgetting how fine it used to be.