sometimes,
having high hopes,
leads to a greater disappointment.

well well.
i felt so cheated.
everyone was so enthu.
was..
now that the team was formed,
no one, except us, wans it.
it's a matter of commitment.
true indeed.
but if you dont wan to train,
y suggest to form team in the first place?
i am not scolding/critizing here.
seriously i am heart-broken.
one by one..
hurting us bit by bit.
i am numbed.
of all these nonsense.
i noe u all tried to compromise.
but shouldnt jus giv up halfway.
wad u all did really disappoint us.
officers are trying to guide us throu.
i can see the effort they put in for us.
esp timo.
he's in campsite.
yet he used his free time to tell me things.
i duno how to face him.
even may's team are trying!
it's saddening to see us like this;
real trng havent even started.
ppl are giving up.
why things cant go that way?
why everything turns out to b so sour?
it's team spirit this time.
we lacked of it seriously.
i think it's retribution.
1 year ago, i was selected for fac too.
but i rejected it upon the first trng.
i even cried for some stupid silly things.
mayb i am not fated with this competition.
i shall balme no one except myself.
if i didnt quit that time, i might be inside.
well.
things jus cant go tat smoothly.
i jus wanna thank my teammate.
esp peiyu and ramya.
thanks for the endurance and patience.
for those who encouraged me;
and willing to hear my problems.
i've to accept it.
yup.

the shortest fac team eva.
5 days.

siewghim
peiyu
wensee
ramya
cindy

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