m00d: cheery now =) ~
chatting wif: leslie n wen see ~

hmmx.. so many things jus happened in 2 daes.. yeAh.. in 42 hrs time. haha.. i had learnt lotsa things.. beginning 2 c e light.. mayb i had jus realised tat i've been living in darkness.. thanks peeps =) hehex..

ytd i chatted wif junyan.. hmmx.. in e beginning i was damn sad.. thinking tat i m realli a clown, being used, being laughed at.. i m a nobody. seriously.. i sark.. but i had tis long long chat wif junyan.. haha.. he told me his story 2.. now den i noe he was FAT in e past. n timid 2. wahaha.. shhhhh.. being bullied.. those real nasty things tat happened 2 him.. =x but he could actualli jus let go off his past, changed himself into a betta person n live happily. amazing. admired his courageous 2 hav a makeover.. haha.. unlike me.. someone who jus duno when 2 let go or wad.. hmmx.. mus b like him.. kekex.. thanks 4 cheering me up n encourging me!! ur 'mission' completed. i m feeling great!! thank ya lotsa budd~ yeAh.. =) (but still owe me a bdae present!!! narutoO vol.26!! kekex..)

todae chatted 4 whole of 2 periods wif joozhi.. telling her abt my 'sadness'.. those things tat happened to me.. like wad i've said 2 junyan.. den she oso consoled me n realli lent me her listening ear.. aft sch we continued.. i oso hear her out.. those things tat happened 2 her.. so much misunderstanding!! unlike mine.. mine onli a small case compared 2 hers! hmmx.. but since she can take it n tried 2 clear it, y cant i? i mus think of e bright side u c.. hehex.. again, thanks joozhi 4 hearing me out n giving great advices!! =) **applause** haha.. prefect realli got do her duty sia.. counselling lehx.. hehex.. thanks once again!!! ;)

i felt tat i was too ignorance.. thinking tat onli i hav problems.. hmmx.. i was wrong.. totally.. shall take eveything 2 my stride n live happily.. minimise my worries n over-sensitiveness 2.. wahaha.. yeAh.. i mus realli thank e 2 of them.. hehex.. serious. =) realli duno wad 2 sae.. they've helped me alot alot.. telling me how 2 control my feelings.. how 2 let go.. n lending me such nice listening ears.. hehex. thanks budd!!!!!!!!!

i've seen enough, i've heard enough..
n now it's time 4 me 2 understand n let go of all unhappiness..
think positively n live life 2 e fullest!!!! =)